Up until today… I didnt realise that Dreams are categorized into different sections lol (depending on how you dream….) I was looking for answers to the “freakingly weird dreams” I’ve been having throughout the years, and I came across the type of Dream that describes me most…
1. Epic Dreams – also known as Great Dreams of Cosmix Dreams are so huge, compelling and vivd that you cannot ignore them. The details of such dreams remain with you for years, as if you dreamt it the night before. These dreams possess much beauty and contain sybology. When you wake up from such a dream you feel that you have discovered something amazing about yourself or the world.
Since I was a kid, I have had “Motion Picture” styled dreams which made me wonder (at a point in my life) what the hell was wrong with me… lol honestly, the dreams I’ve had are weird, twilight zonish… I explain my dreams to my family & friends and instead of saying “don’t worry about it, its just a dream” they are saying “okayyyyy, what is wrong with you?” lol
e.g When I was 8, that was when I had my first Epic Dream (the earliest dream I can remember). I still remember it vividly like Its a movie… you know how movies have different camera angles…. yeah, my dreams work in that way…
I had a dream that my brothers (11 & 5 at the time) my dad and I were all sitting in the lounge at our old house watching T.V…. all of a sudden the house started shaking like an earthquake… next thing we heard tanks outside and people marching. We stopped watching t.v. and we ran to the window… when we looked outside, there were Massive Black Army Tanks going down the middle of our street, and on each side of the road were soldiers marching, all in black, with black helmets holding rifles… we looked across the street at my friends house, and 2 soldiers marched up to the front door, kicked it in… shot my friend (close up with the camera angle’s) and dragged the parents out and marched them down the road where the tanks were going… as we looked, only Adults were marching down with hands behind their heads, all the children were killed on the spot.
Just as we were settling into a stage of shock, 2 soldiers walked up our driveway towards our house. My dad told us not to panic, or make a noise, he hugged us all told us he loved us & kuli-ed us to hide behind the long couch. We could hear everything from behind the couch… The soldiers busted down the door, and we heard them ask my dad…..
“where are your children?”
I have no children, only I live here….
“you have one more chance, where are your children?”
My children are not here, they have gone out with their mother….
they pushed my dad to the side and shot him in the shoulder… we were still huddling behind the chair fighting back our screams… then I saw from a gap that my dad was crawling to the soldier to push him away from the chair we were hiding behind… dad grabbed his leg, and the soldier shot him again in the head. Dad lay there dead, staring straight at me…The soldier then came towards the Couch and pulled it back…
Thats when I screamed and woke up….
I will never forget this dream, and the many more realistic dreams I’ve had throughout the years. It’s quite weird, as it is soooo realistic, that sometimes, I cant wake myself up… I can’t click out of it.
But the reasons why I’ve been researching about dreams is the dreams I’ve had lately… I’ve had these dreams 4 nights in a row, all different but with the same person. All different storylines but its like a series. The 2nd dream is a follow-up to the first and so on… Pretty weird huh?
My 1st dream – I was told by my parents not to marry my fiance, but to marry this other guy… bcos I absolutely had to… the other guy was my ex from 6 years ago (lets call him Jay lol). I cried and argued with them, but my parents had spoken… so I had my wedding with Jay. I didn’t love him, but for some reason I just HAD to marry him, it was like I had too to save the world… lol.. thats the urge I felt… I cried thru the ceremony, thru the recep thru everything… as all I could think about was my Fiance… A couple days after the wedding, my parents changed their minds and told me to marry my fiance as planned… I went psycho… lol I said “He’s not going to marry me if he finds out I’ve married someone else?… ” and I then cried throughout the rest of the dream… lol
My 2nd Dream – Jay and I were married… it was about 6 months later… I was in depression. Didn’t eat, didn’t sleep, no more laughing or joking or even smiling… I was dead inside…cut off all connection with the world outside… lived in my house… but this is the weird part… my ex was different. Realistically (back then) he was abusive, verbally & physically… he didn’t care about me & treated me like shyt really… but in my dream, he was the total opposite, he did everything to make me happy, he adored me. Brought me gifts daily, cooked, cleaned, made me things, worked for the both of us, but still I wasn’t happy, bcos I was in love with someone else. I started thinking to myself… was the world worth saving in the end? lol…
My 3rd Dream – A year had passed, I was still depressed, but still… Jay was trying his best to make me happy. I knew this was weird. Realistically, his mother & sister’s hated my guts lol cos I wasnt pretty enough or bcos I was too giving & loving or whatever… they used & abused me & he let them…… In my dream, they were walking up to our house, and I said to Jay “oh great, just what I needed, wicked stepmother n her daughters…” and he said “dont worry about it, things are going to change… ” Once they entered the house Jay told them straight “I don’t ever want to hear you speak to my wife in an ill way… when you set foot in this house, you listen to what she says, or you get out” I was truly shocked… but still, I had no love for him… I still had my fiance in mind & heart.
4th Dream – this dream was last night… We were now old… still married because our vows kept me there. We had no children, we had never been intimate with eachother, as I had never even wanted to step in that direction. My heart was with my fiance… (who was now re-married, as he had waited 10 years for me to return, but out of ma-ness, i didnt) But yet, after 50 years of marriage, Jay was still trying to please me… all he wanted was for me to say I loved him… just once, and all those years of an unpleasant marriage would’ve meant something. He was on his deathbed…i said to him… “thank you for the last 50 years, forgive me for the way I’ve been…” then he passed on. Even my heart was too hardened in my dream to grant him his last wish…
Im not sure what these dreams mean, if you do then let me know please? lol
On a few occasions I’ve had dreams of places I haven’t been to, of people I haven’t seen before etc… and then Im in a place or see a person & I click that thats what I saw in my dream. Thats when my heart starts beatin’ right outta my chest… lol… and I put my head down and get as far away from that spot or person as I can.
Hopefully I am not alone in this subject, as right now I feel as if Im on my own on this lol i’ve already interviewed most of my friends & family and they dont seem to remember any dreams in the morning.
My Dreams will always be great mysteries to me especially, as they are realistic, detailed, heartfelt, compelling damn, just like a thriller lol sometimes I wake up with my heart racing, and Im finding it hard to breathe….
I’ve had so many dreams over the years, and I still remember most of them all the way from my 1st one at 8yrs old… the day the world ended…